It’s a beautiful day outside! Finally, sun! Maybe there was sun when I was sick. I dunno but it seems like the first time I’ve seen sun in at least a week. Spring is here and the trees on the waterfront should be in bloom soon. I can’t wait to take Admiral Fubar down to show him.
Being that it’s spring I’m also coming alive with ideas. Most of which are really high maintenance ideas that will never see the light of day, but they are surfacing and its fun to indulge them anyway. I’m caught up in fantasies, mind still in that semi-fog of being disconnected from reality for a week and trying to step back into the every day.
Most famous of fantasies is a long motorcycle trip down the Pacific Coast Highway to Cali to visit Pha, or just moving to LA (I think this must be the fever). I’ve fantasized about starting a production company and making short web films for the Portland market. I’ve fantasized about quitting my job and living under a bridge. I’ve even fantasized about finishing my novel (Again, the fever, but with more validation in reality). I even fantasized about spending August in Scotland. Lots of fantasies when your body is burning up and your brain wanders away on hiatus with Keanu Reeves and takes a tour through wine country on the back of his bike.
No wonder I’ve been sick so much. I think my brain is addicted to the fever state of everything I want seeming to be real. There’s something wrong with that on a lot of levels.
But hey, the sun is out today!
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