Week 3 progress report
Even though I started Barracuda Bootcamp 4 weeks ago, I am essentially just finishing week three since I was down for the count with a terrible cold for a whole week.
Here’s the progress report for measurements at the end of week 3.
I’ve lost 1 inch each in my chest, hips and each thigh and 2 inches in my waist. The only thing to grow is my arms, which is mildly frustrating as my shirts are getting tight in the sleeve and baggy in the boob… go figure.
That’s nearly 6 inches at all my measurement points.
Furthermore my endurance is vastly improved. I’m now using heavier weights and the exercises, while being made more difficult are helping me to feel stronger.
An interesting discovery is that I am gaining weight, even though I am losing size. Nick assured me before we began doing the weight training that I was likely to gain weight from muscle mass and bone.
I shrugged at this and said, “I’m cool with that.”
But as it happens…. Evidently, I’m not. For days I’ve been stepping on the scale and watching it steadily climb. While Nick was excited about this – I have struggled with disappointment. Which is silly but once I puzzled it out it went like this.
We as women, and even people in general, are often judged by our weight. Not our measurements. Regardless of our measurements being somewhat normal, Body Mass Index calculates only on weight and height, not weight of muscle or weight of bone – it assumes fat.
“Don’t pay attention to the scale,” Nick encourages. “According to the BMI scale I am grossly obese because I am 5’6” and 200lbs with a percentage of body fat near 8%” He shrugged “The BMI scale is not designed for people who work out.”
Even though I thought I was fine with gaining weight – I seem to still have it associated in my mind that weight equals fat – even though the measurements of my waist show otherwise. Silly. I know. But there it is.
So currently, I am working to rewire my way of thinking about weight versus size and the only way I’ve been able to do this is by putting my scale away and just going off the measurements alone.
Other things of note are my increased cardio endurance. I’m noticing an increase in energy lately, a higher body temperature and a stronger hunger for protein rich foods. My complexion is also becoming smoother and for the first time in quite awhile I feel held up by my muscle structure rather than leaning against my bones.
That’s my news to report for the end of week 3.
Also some of you have been wondering what I eat and how that’s going. Here’s a picture of my fridge.

Week 3 fridge shot
I eat 180 grams of protein a day. Depending on which days I’m lifting and which days I’m doing cardio, I alternate my maintenance calorie depletion (to maintain my weight I need to eat 2400 calories a day) by 10% on lifting days and 30% on cardio days.
While the diet is actually really easy for me, the part I struggle with is WHEN to eat. I work odd hours and remembering to eat at specific times is difficult and twice now I’ve eaten too close to a workout and gotten sick. A couple times I ate too far away from a workout and got dizzy and a little delirious. And a few times I haven’t eaten enough carbohydrates to get me through the bulk of my lifting days.
So the timing seems to be a tricky component that I haven’t quite figured out yet.
On average this is my fridge.
1. Cream
2. Blueberries or fruit (this is a new addition this week after I discovered I need more carbs)
3. Smart Balance and peanut butter
4. Apples and Grapefruit (new this week)
5. Cheeses and smoked salmon (string cheese, brick cheese, salmon)
6. Cottage cheese (a primary staple)
7. Vegetables that are for snacking or going into my chili tomorrow
8. Turkey patties (or steaks or salmon or chicken)
9. Eggs (another staple) I go through about a dozen eggs a week
10. Butter
11. Salad (in this case Swiss Chard)
12. Vegetables, etc. (celery, carrots, ginger, lettuce, potatoes, etc)
13. Not shown Medifast protein meals (my supplemental protein shakes and meals to grab and go.
I haven’t been struggling with the diet really. That part is okay. I’m never at a loss for something good to eat. Tonight I had turkey steaks and garlic asparagus.
For the moment the biggest issues are really rooted in my way of thinking about weight and my timing around when to eat for optimum performance around my funky schedule.
When I asked myself, in total seriousness, “Would you rather be this weight and strong or weigh next to nothing and not have the muscle?”
My answer was immediate and there wasn’t any hesitation. “I’d rather be strong. No contest. I don’t want to be petite.”
That’s what I really need to hold on to as my body continues to evolve back to that form it used to know. Which interestingly – I think it remembers.
As I am building calluses on my hands from the dumbbells and my body aches at night from the burn – I think, “Oh, right. I remember this.” And when I wake up in the morning I’m smiling because I feel literally tighter everywhere and it’s like my younger version, the athlete, is breathing a sigh of grateful relief.
And I gotta say, bruised muscles aside – it feels FUCKING SPECTACULAR to feel like I’m becoming an athlete again.

Week 3 face shot

Week 3 body shot
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Thanks, Athena, for the review of your progress so far. You’re doing great!
It really is sad to me that so many women have been inundated their entire lives by pictures and profiles in the woman’s magazines that inaccurately portray what healthy women actually weigh.
No one has a clue what you weigh when they look at you, but it’s what most women judge themselves on.
One pound of muscle is roughly the size of a baseball. 1 pound of fat is 3 times that size … I repeat, 3 times that size. So if you gain 2 pounds of muscle, and lose only 1 pound of fat, you will have shrunk, but gained weight.
You’ll look smaller, people will say, “hey, have you lost weight, you look great!” and you’ll respond, “nope, I gained weight.” And then they say, “Wow, you could’ve fooled me!”
We’ve all been lied to by the media. Small looking does not equal small weight. That’s too simplistic. Obviously for people who are massively overweight, there will be a drop in scale-weight. But, if you are only 20 pounds overweight or so, then it’s easy to not see much change in scale weight … even though you’ll lose 20 pounds of fat.
What I love about you Athena is that you’re so self-reflective. Instead of letting the scale beat you, you took a healthy step and put it away.
*wolf whistle*
I’m so proud of you for doing this for yourself! I’m sure it helps to have someone like Nick rooting for you and pushing you on to do your best. Whenever I get all gung-ho about trying to get healthier, I stick to it for about a week and then I go through a “what’s the point” depression and wind up dropping the ball again.
And obviously he’s right about our unrealistic views of ourselves due to the media and the BMI scale. I really am overweight (by about 50 pounds) but even if I was a size 10, I’d be “plus-size” according to clothing manufacturers. Incidentally, I think size 10 would the lowest pant size on the scale I’d want to be; anything lower and I’d look gaunt.
Keep on keepin’ on, lady! You’re doing great, and you look fantastic!
Nelli
Damn, that’s one fine looking… fridge. Oh yeah, not too bad yourself! : )
Thanks, Nick
I really appreciate your feedback and all your encouragement.
I’m trying to wrap my mind around all this. Soon it will make sense on a deeper level, but until then I might need to keep having you remind me!
You’re a great coach!
I would have given up by now if I were trying this on my own. You’ve really helped to keep me motivated and BELIEVING!
I owe you one! Or two
XOXO
Athena
Thanks, Nelli!
I know you’re out of town a little ways, but Nick is awesome and he’s got some great starter packages.
You can come work out with me! We could do a buddy system!
Think about it and hit me back!
Either way, we need to get together for coffee soon.
You can do it, Nelli!!!
XOXO
Why thank you for the compliments on my…. fridge, lady
Next time you’re in town, I’ll be going to the beach in a bikini
I do want to get together sometime! I’ve been feeling like all I do is homework and regular work, and I feel guilty if I do anything fun on the weekends because I should be homeworking. But I’m going to graduate in June (oh please oh please) and then will hopefully have spare time. But I would love to get together, yes!
Nelli
Is it sad that what I noticed in your fridge are the bottles of beer in the back and the wine at the bottom?
Hmmm….I might need to adjust my lifestyle a little.
In all seriousness, though, great job!